Frustrated: Panic When I Hear My Name | My PTSD CPTSD Forum I am so frustrated I am tired of panicking when I hear someone say my name in a certain way I'm not even sure what that 'certain' way is But it gets me every time As soon as I hear it, I have instant panic, my heart starts pounding, I start shaking, I feel dizzy, etc and then it takes
Frustrated And Disapointed SUDs Stayed Same Im so frustrated and angry My T keeps saying 'you cant do EMDR wrong, that theres not any rights or wrongs' If thats true then why do I feel like such a failure I know all the horrible stuff is in there but I cant get in deep enough to confront it My SUDs are already relatively high, how bad is it gona be if I finally do get in there
Frustrated with a world that seems to discourage healing I always feel like what happened to me wouldn't have been so bad if there was actual help If our society was more forgiving and able to support my parents so they wouldn't be stressed to the point of abuse What they did is just a symptom of this piece of crap world I had to save myself
I’m frustrated with my therapist and I want to quit. Ugh! I’m so frustrated! I’ve been with this therapist for 4 months I’ve shared (for the first time ever) my CSA which was incredibly painful I chose to share this because I felt like I needed to There have been times when I have felt that she is trying to genuinely help and cares about my
Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally I'm so frustrated and depressed and tired, and I feel unloved, unsupported, alone, and like I specifically don't deserve the treatments I don't belong here and my mental health has literally never been worse
Have you ever dissociated the next day because of a bad nightmare? This leaves me feeling really frustrated at times, because I just want to know what transpired for me to have this disorder I have no memory of my big trauma, had access to it once which set off a 4yr long spiral into the depths, but I don’t actually remember after the glimpse Maybe I will one day, maybe I won’t, maybe I don’t need to
Sibling Relationships - Dealing With Aggression I'm one of 4 siblings who experienced significant levels of physical and emotional abuse at the hands of both parents growing up as well as witnessing their extreme violence to each other While the nature and extent of violence in the family changed over the years, it's fair to say we all have
Frustrated with new job - My PTSD CPTSD Forum Mostly here to vent I am really struggling right now I've lost interest in everything and just really want this life to be over I got a new job in August, which I was very happy about After no employment for a year and a half, it felt good to get this job doing something I knew I could